Yep, that's it sandi.

I've had a couple people lately ask me if I even still love her, or if I can still find her attractive through this. I don't know the answer to that. How can I ever truly feel safe and loved with her in the future? Do I still love her? If I don't, why do I feel so much pain?

M: 33
W: 33
M: 9 T: 10
3 S's: 8, 6 and 1.5
BD: 8/3/14
Living together