Thank you guys. I am trying to take it day by day. His reasons still sound so crazy it is sometimes hard to wrap my mind around. It seems insane that when we were younger h would say he was glad we had found each other early because we made the best in us come out, so why spend time dating others and now as and older and supposedly more mature adult he thinks we never explored and we deserve someone we have with more (True, in his words) chemistry with.