Hello thread 3. Starting on a down note for some reason. Great advice from GoatGal at the end of my last thread that I have reread several times. Despite my fixation on this process, and my understanding that it is for me first, its still easy to slip. Sometimes it feels like when you fall asleep while driving. In your mind, you feel like you are still on the road, but then you suddenly realize you have veered off course. It happens every couple of days and we all just need to pull off the road, grab a coffee or do some pushups and get back on.
Nothing too new to report. If youre following along my threads and missed it, some snooping a few days ago revealed that my W may be four weeks pregnant. Have not seen anything to confirm that in the past few days, though W seems a bit agitated/stressed. She stayed home last night and I steered clear of her in the house. Trying to be as dark as possible right now.
One pressing issue that I need to bring up with her is the parking tickets she has racked up outside of OMs house. The registration is in my name and pretty soon our car is going to get towed.
Focused on my goal of me, but totally confused as to what my goal of the M/R is at this point. it feels like im dealing with a petulant, unpredictable teenager. I wish she'd just move in with her mom and give me some space. Or that I didnt live 1,000 miles away from my family and best friends, in a city we picked to be close to HER family, who is currently completely MIA through this whole process.
M: 33 W: 33 M: 9 T: 10 3 S's: 8, 6 and 1.5 BD: 8/3/14 Living together
