Hey Jeje. No worries. I realized that I couldnt do anything about my marriage at that point and that I needed to work on me.

I had to make the changes that I needed. I couldnt do that if I was focusing on my h.

So, I stopped concentrating on trying to fix my marriage and started working on fixing me.

I still had the memories and the feelings of my marriage. I wouldnt let what he did taint those. Those were mine to have.

I just got onto the job I needed to get on.....and that was growing back me. smile