I can be the lighthouse but not the tugboat

[daring]

Ss, CaliGuy, FY, GGG, J3B, Job, and Lois- thank you all for the congrats.

I really, really needed this today. I was feeling quite defeated this morning and God wrapped his arms around me and reminded me I'm on the right path.
Sometimes it's bittersweet with things like this at work b/c one of H's complaints is that he was deprioritized and second to my job. As we all know, there are many things I could have done better in my M. But starting this practice and the work it would take to go into it was a season in our lives that we chose together after much discussion. Today after receiving the award that "tear down" voice we all have tried to say to me that I destroyed my M by being this person at work. So I prayed, and thanked God again for reminding me that who I am and what I do matters. And I'm not responsible for filling H's void and facing his wounds- he is.

Thanks again for all the love! It helps to get through the days having the support of you all here!