Still living with the ups and downs. So worried about the holidays. He doesn't want to spend them with my family. My family lives for the holidays and really want him there. I don't want to pressure him. It's up to him, I know he has shame and feels it will be awkward but my family is not judgmental towards him at all. Such pain for all of us.
H: 43 W: 39 Married: 11 years Together: 18 years 1st BD: 05/2014 asks for separation 2nd BD: 06/16/2014 asks for divorce No kids EA: 2 months, not mutual (she didn't return the feelings) over
