GGG-- thanks. I'm still thinking your words through.

But today, anyway, I really do believe that he's in that small percentage of people who just make up their minds and never can waver.

You're right I'm totally mind reading.

The fact that I haven't hit send yet does show I've made some progress.

He said something yesterday that made it clear he still reads my FB posts. And last night as he was leaving my apartment after putting D to bed, he said, "is there anything else?" .... as if I would bring up some R thing about our anniversary. (I just said, "nope, I think that's it. Good night")

He is not comfortable expressing emotions. But many men aren't, right?

Gah, I need to STFU before someone whacks me on the head.

Geez this is so.freaking.hard.


Me 38 H 40
D 3
T 8 M 6
BD 10/2013