one more HUGE thing to add too- yesterday when H was playing guitar to me, he started playing a song he wrote just for me when we were dating! And showing me how to play it. A special, happy bouncy song- back when he wrote it he said it was how he felt about me- was him speaking of my spirit and what he loves about me. H's version of a love song, basically. A song that he hasn't played in at least 6 or more years!!! He wrote it when we first met in 1994-1995. Out of the blue, he just starts playing it for me and showing me the chords with the happiest look on his face! Also, when drummer came over to visit, he mentioned how his date liked me a lot, too. It's bright and sunny outside here today, perfect weather for a wonderful day getting the rest of my stuff moved in with H!
Master the self-fulfilling prophecy.. Act 'as if' it's going to happen and make it be!!
