Journaling...

Long busy day moving stuff in w. H. Good interactions,too.
Playing it cool. The more chill I act, the more H takes initiative to act "dating" mode. At one point, I left to make another trip to get stuff and H called me at my apt. I missed the call, when I got back to his(or should I say "our" apt now) he wanted to know what I was doing for dinner- I had already gotten dinner on my own, but H was waiting to see what I was doing and if I wanted to order takeout with him(he hasn't done this in 5 1/2 mo!) Then, everytime I brought stuff over, H wanted to me to take a break and hang out with him. He played guitar for me, wanted me to go to Blockbuster with him to get movies we could watch, wanted to show me stuff in his studio. We went on a nice evening walk to video store. He set aside the whole day and night for me! Even offered me drinks and food, too(which again, hardly happened much during our S) Treating me like his date on Sat night(without the physical contact, of course). Teased me some, whispered stuff to me when we were at video store. Kept asking me if I wanted things. Would I like candy? What do I think of this movie? And a few "we" comments, too! Oh, and cats were already sleeping on my new king bed(rather than H's bunk bed, I secretly gave them extra kisses and good kitty reinforcements for that!) How long is H really gonna last sleeping in that silly bunk bed? I ended up moving stuff all night, and then I initiated leaving, too, at the end of the night. Got a interested look/extended goodbye from him when we said goodbye, see you later, tomorrow, later, bye!

So, I'm moving more stuff tomorrow and plan to be fully moved in by early this week.


Master the self-fulfilling prophecy.. Act 'as if' it's going to happen and make it be!!