Am I on the right track? (2)

[wmwb123]

Well, I think my emotions will stabilize once the divorce is either averted or final. I'm not generally an imbalanced person. It's this hoping that she will come to her senses that is killing me. Waiting on mediation and hoping she changes her mind before then is very difficult for me. I have no communication with her, so I have no idea what's going through her mind. Of course, even if I had communication with her, I guess that would be elusive as it has been for so many others who are still living with their spouses.