[quote=labug]I'm going to give a little tap to the side of your head: You took off to NY to see fall leaves and you're focusing on, he didn't say goodbye. I know you're still very early in this but find something to celebrate every day, whether you want to or not. Do it for 21 days and see where you are then.[\quote]
No, HE is the one in NY to see the fall leaves, not me.
But your point is well taken. Find something to celebrate and I will.
Today is GORGEOUS and we've been enjoying it. Now D is blasting her favorite music and cleaning the playroom so we can move her dollhouse and drum kit from her room into the playroom to make more room for her favorite things - BOOKS. We're thinking about baking later on and perhaps squeezing in her seven year photo shoot depending on the light later on.
It's a rare weekend where we don't have any obligations and can just do what we want. It has been great.
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You can fix you with or without him.
That's your path in this finding your way to the real you.
Have a great trip.
This is where my real work is. I see it. I know it. But I'm stuck in my anger and hurt. I know it doesn't help me but it's where I am and I'm not stepping off this spot for some reason. I'm stuck here. I'm trying to fake my way out of it but I keep coming back to this dark place.
Sorry for the misunderstanding but you're right, find something everyday to celebrate.
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss
