I meant to add this in my last post. So, I was at the barbershop on post (military installation) and the barber who is cutting my hair starts talking to me out of nowhere about "What do you do if you don't know what to do?" He goes on to tell of the pilot instructor who'd ask this to students and how that pilot instructor taught and would come in and get his haircut. So after all this history, the barber finally tells me, "What do you do if you don't know what to do?" He said, "pray."
I've prayed since the beginning of my sitch. However, I really felt God had him tell me that as I was really down on this past Friday.
Me:30 W:34 M:8 T:9 D:9 D:4 D:3 S:4 S:1 D bomb: 8/2014 S 12/2014 PA Confirmed in 3/2015 if I recall correctly