Maybell XVIII

[Card29]

You've been at this so much longer than me, I wonder if I can even make it as far as you have. I had major withdrawals in the 2 months after BD. I had to stop myself from kissing WAW when she was packing to move out. But the last three months I've been fine. I've just settled into not having someone to hug and hold. But another 6-12 months? I don't know. I'm tempted to flirt every once in a while when I'm around a single woman who is friendly with me. There was definitely a "my type" at the karaoke party last night. I even thought about the fact that I had an empty house waiting...then I mentally slapped myself and went back to laughing at my silly, drunk cousins wailing into the microphone

I can't imagine ever taking that kind of intimacy for granted again, though