OK, I understand what you mean about the long term, now.
What I don't get is how did we get to a place where she thinks she has nothing to loose? Wow. I didn't think I was that bad of a husband.
Just before this went south, at the end of Aug, just 2 weeks before she mentioned divorce, she sent me these texts very early on a Sunday morning (forgive me if I posted them before): W: I Love You
W: I Miss you. I wish I knew how for us to get along better. I wish I was perfect.
W: I wish I never made mistakes
W: I'll make it to service at 11 with you.
She never made it. We were so close, and I think I blew it. I wish we were back here 60 days ago.
"...when she is laying in your arms and you say, “You are beautiful” she will smile and say, “You always say that” and she will know it is true."
She already used to say that to me when our relationship was much better. It's always been true.
BTW, Thanks for the response, MCS.
Me 47 - W 35 M 9 - T 10 2 Daughters - 7 & 9 Discovery of EA- 8/4/14 S - 8/5/15 D mentioned - 9/11/14 R & Piecing - 3/17/15 Regard one another as more important than yourselves. - Philippians 2:3
