I was doing good today. Then tonight I hit a wall again. Youngest D Bday is on the Nov.7th. W has totally shut me out from all her family. Mine live 8 hours away. She decided to have a Bday party with youngest daughter and her family while I was at work. Because she did not want me around. On top of it all it really seems like she is trying put on a big show in front of me with the girls to make me jealous. I know I can never compete with her and I don't want to as I want my kids to love us both equally. But so hard to see it and not call her out on it.
Last thing is. 2 oldest daughters are really starting to act out. Needing attention. We have not told them anything yet but I know they know something is not right. I know I was a big part or why the marriage failed but I am so mad at her that she will not give me another chance. Now the kids are suffering. My heart hurts so much for them. Any suggestions, comments.
M:35 W 31 D's:6, 4 & 2 T:9 M:7 ILYBNILWY- Mar/14 DP Served Dec.17/14
