Thanks Seattle... True, have become master of seeing light, light , light! It's amazing to incorporate seeing the best in any situation into my everyday life. Finding all the little great signs that add up to an overall good picture. Key for happiness, looking for and creating good things .. so simple- not innate tendency, like learning to breathe a new way, but when you do- wow it takes you over. Certainly has taken me through the months during this S.
Contact keeps increasing w. H- since my last post, he called me once late last night after his session and again at work today. Just catching up to chat and figuring out bed delivery time, etc...(all these calls are not necessary for just business! Totally such closeness happening ). Told me more of his day to day life details too- sharing everything in his head......
Once again let me know he's avail on email later tonight b/c phone is turned off due to recording session.. VERY available.. I can reach him any time of day, every day.... Wow. We talked about how cats missed each other again. H also mentioned "us" once again- seems to be looking forward to bed delivery, has already cleared out the room, seemed pleased to hear it was a nice bed- and good price deal. Will have more to update tomorrow after bed delivery/ start moving my stuff over there for sure. Happening!
Getting to the point where I must make sure to remain cool, because I'm so close and too easy to feel attached more and more... H has not dropped bombs for a little over a week, but I am prepared with warmth, understanding and in one ear out the other(for me) if those do come up.... So silly really if he does have bomb comments b/c at this point he is in the transformation from alien realm- so the wise me really has no room for doubts. If I didn't doubt 3 months ago, it would be insane for me to doubt now! Seems to be key for me to act really chill--being one of the guys/ but hot, amazing woman too! Not asking questions, talking less, etc.... So, enough rambling -need to catch up on other's threads!
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Master the self-fulfilling prophecy.. Act 'as if' it's going to happen and make it be!!