Thank you Mighty, Shining, Job, and 2BHappy. Last week was exhausting. Running to the stores in preparation for that work event, then cleaning up, also trying to do the work... Then handing out the candy on the 31st. My son and his GF came to my house, I cooked dinner in between answering the door, while my son was working on my laptop and checking out the new one I won.
Oh, did I forget to mention that I won a laptop in a ruffle last Wednesday. It was totally unexpected, because I won a prize last time at the company event. Two times in a row!
I was also invited to join my GFs and a couple of other friends last Friday to go to a bar that had a Halloween party. I didn’t last long, because I was very tired by then.
Yesterday I could do anything, I just wanted to sleep all day.
2BHAppy, I don’t really have specific plans for my future. I’m just leaving day by day, enjoying the good things and still processing the bad. Wait, I take it back. I do have some plans, like I want to change the bedroom furniture, I want to fix the backyard, I want to visit my GFs who live in other states. I also started thinking about having a partner in my life. I’m not quite ready, I enjoy my single life too much right now, plus I’m still healing. And the feeling that I would not want H back the way he is (or the way he was in the last few years of our M) is getting stronger.
M:50 H:52 S28 (my S from previous marriage) M:17 + 3 BD: 06/12 S: 06/12 - H works in another state
