Hi Luke

thanks for staying in touch.. I really value that..alone sure isn't working for me..

glad you are getting to London.

Denmark was cold, wet, grey and people were trying to set me up so stressful.. I am not in that place at all.I will check out the Tatort it will be an excellent distraction.

My H is still distant and moving closer has not helped.. all I have done is lose a great job, great friends and a wonderful area..

The running saves me.. at least for the hour I do.it 5 times a week... went under the 60 minutes for 10k this week so improving..

I don't see any good solutions..he is moving closer to the OW.. into the same building..
The house is sold..maybe there is nothing here for me except my job.. which is necessary so I am stuck..
I can not seem to move on.. I don't want to for one thing..that much I know..I don't want to live alone, I hate living just for myself..

feel as lost as I did a year ago.. not good..

Last edited by loualea; 11/02/14 09:16 PM.

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I really don't get it..