moving with confidence to success!

[rj2]

More steps since my last post!! H has increased contact since he invited me to move back!

Thursday- H calls me at night,"for no reason, just to see what's up" I missed call and he got VM. Earlier in the week, I told H I was not avail Thurs night--(checking up on me, huh?! )

Friday afternoon- H calls me at work, "I tried to call you last night where were you?" Tells me stuff about his family history(as if I'm part of the family), and shares the news of his audition time coming up (April 20) Tells me more detail stuff, like if I see a certain ph# on the phone, I'll know that's for him(already acting like we're living together!)

Friday night- I am late coming to H's show....I look super hot and sky high PMA- he asked where I was! Was expecting to see me sooner. He treated me just like good old times at the show.. I acted independent and chatted with tons of people-felt my light in the room/magnetic (well this is the true happy me!) I was on the guest list, H asked me to bring him smokes when he was on stage and help carry his gear. I took it a step further and brought the guys water too(and handed out fliers for the show earlier in the day.) This stuff is huge- only girlfriends do this stuff) Had an amazing time and then H motions for me to come and meet people he's talking to. Then H introduces me to the other band as "his wife R" and "his old lady R" TWO times in one night he does this!!(And he says it in a proud, happy way) (And it was after one band guy told H I was hot that he blurts this out!! Hmm, is H really gonna want to share me-this cool, fun, hot chic who everyone likes(non-manogomy- lol) Then he asks me for a little cash for band fund, as if our money is together- something we haven't done in MONTHS) Brags about me to people a couple times, how I am artist and designed my tattoo, how I have martial arts skills, I'm good. Amazing time, just like we were together, I'm one of the gang and we had a blast! At the end of the night we have a nice hug at our cars and he thanks me for coming, I tell him it was great show! He will call sometime soon most likely.

I know it will be no time before we are "officially" together now!! Who wants to place bets on how long it will take him after I move in- one day, one week?! I am getting very, very close..... hahaha! I will keep up my independence, bit of 'distance' for sure. Let him keep pursuing me!!