Thank you Seattle! That's so what I need right now.... This board is a lifesaver, that's all I know. Lots of movement in my sitch right now- major rollercoaster. I'll post more later on tonight. In the past week and especially the past 5 days my contact with H has increased dramatically. He is throwing bombs, but also acting majorly close to me. Trying to keep a clear head.. and PMA amidst everything......
Christine, I am using your idea with the thong, btw!!!! H is going to deserve a spanking too if he keeps acting like he feels guilty......
Brief summary--
Since Sunday, I got the ILYNILY bomb I got the lets see other people bomb, I'm bored with manogomy
Then, we ML 2 times... I spent 24 hours with H, spent night at his place and my place H is helping care for and pay for one of the cats and saying "we" more H is inviting me over for dinner tonight to "talk about our rental situation" (less than 24 hrs since he last saw me he's inviting me over again)
H admits he's lonely at night, sleeps with a towel.. So I'm pumping up the excitment with ML stuff and wow look at the response I'm getting. H is in for a thong fashion show-- and good thing he has a nice brush!!
So, I'll update later after tonight!
Master the self-fulfilling prophecy.. Act 'as if' it's going to happen and make it be!!
