Spent a lot of sleepless time last night dreaming about the HD woman I nearly had an affair with. My mind was making plans to send her a birthday card and make contact again. I know that she had strong feelings for me - she told me she would never marry again but later said she had changed her mind and would marry me if she could... but what would life actually be like with an HD partner? I am not used to sex every night. How would I feel if it was me being chased when I have spent my whole life doing the chasing? Would she humiliate me if I couldn't manage it some times? All these questions are racing round my mind. What if us HDs actually NEED an LD/ND to chase. If I was getting everything I think I want would I get bored with it and become an LD myself?
