A came home and decided that I needed to give the marriage one final, good faith effort. And the other thing is....wait...did you say you've got permission? Holy Sh!t...this might be an option to propose if this last effort fails. I hate lying and never want to be sneaky but to actaully be "open" about it...I thought that was fictional (though some might call my bar incident unbelievable). I can almost see my W going for it except I would be out every night which would start to piss of W.
Back to my topic (wow, I'm still thinking about that one...hmmm).... Yep, I'm trying to cover all my bases be funny, respectful, etc...cover all the Love Languages, avoid all the Love Busters. etc. If she doesn't make at least a minor effort to change, and continues to make me feel rejected, I'm sure I will keep visiting bars with even more motivation to get some action. Just as I regressed into a mindset that put me into bars with anonymous women, I could eventually see pursuing a more "involved" affair which seems much more thorny than an anonymous fling on a biz trip.
