H's MLC #5

[2BHappy]

Job & Daring ,,,thanks

Update:

H again ask for address before he left for work, I gave it to him.

We talked about everything BUT what I had said about why I did not really think he should attend...

Fast forward,,,

Got a phone call from my aunt, my father in emergency brain surgery for an anneruersym...not at all close with my father but still prayed and very worried, my aunt said I should wait until tomorrow to come to hospital,,,my father had been there since Wed no one called me until he was in surgery,,,

Same time got text from friend that her party had been cancelled!

Couple hours later:

My father is out of surgery, guess this was all due to his blood pressure that he does not take ANY meds for,,,even though he is suppose to...

I text my H about my father and that I would not be going to party.

Now I'm emtionally drained, worried even though my father has NEVER been a father to me,,,still dont want him to be sick or worse,,,now tomorrow the emotional ups and downs of going to hospital and not even sure how my father will respond,,he has been distant from me, I reach out to him at times, invited him into my sons life,,,he just not there not a father, not a grandfather,,,
but I will be there at hospital to show support and concern, he is family.

I would love my H to come home and hold me, just be there for me...