"But. I. Can't. Do. A. Thing. About. It."

This sums it all up. You don't like what you can't control. Right now you can't control your W so it drives you crazy.

M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER