Focus on getting your stories in and putting the paper to bed. Your attorney may have been calling about the fees as well as the fact that he's most likely been notified by your h's lawyer. Then again, it could be the paperwork for the house, so it may not be all bad. But....generally when the mlcer is nice or quiet, they either have done something that you wouldn't approve or you'll get slammed by the unexpected...but I would hold off on those negative thoughts until you've spoken to your attorney.
I'm sorry you are bit down and weepy about the house...but it's just a house and you are in a better living situation now than before. I do realize that there were many good memories made there, but the last year or so, the house expenses were starting to bring you down, not only emotionally and physically, but also financially. So, it's better to sell it and begin to create new memories in the home you are in now and remember that the next chapter of your life began the day you drove away from the old home.
Hang in there. What you are feeling is very normal.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
