H's MLC #5

[2BHappy]

SO...tonight is my GAL with friends which I invited H to almost a month ago.

Now S14 might have a game 2morrow which means he would not be able to go over his nana's to stay the night.

So here is convo

Me: What time will you be home 2night
H: NOt sure WHY...what time you trying to go over your friend
Me: Im only asking cause s14 wants to stay home and I dont want him here too late at night and I dont want to be rushed to come home.
H: How long you plan to stay out, give me address I may come
Me: Well,,,I was thinking I would rather you come home to be with s14, I don't want you there when you dont really want to be AND I dont want my friends to meet my H for the 1st time and see how our M really is...I said I have no idea how you will treat me or respond to my friends and I dont want to be embrassed. I dont want them to see you ignore me, not kiss or touch me, not sit with me...and I dont want you to pretend.
H: Your are tripping
Me: No I'm being honest.

I don't want my H to come there and treat me like his friend not even a good friend, and I dont want him to come there and pretend, I want to have a good time and not have to worry about how things will be, I said I'm not even sure why I invited you with the way we currently are...

H said nothing else about the party,just went on to start some chores before work and to ask me about our son possible game tomorrow.

It's just how I really felt. I want to enjoy myself and not be uptight and or worried and or pretend that I'm ok with however H is acting IF he showed up.

This will be a gathering of mostly couples but there will be at least 1 other single woman (wow I typed single woman....other single woman,,,do I consider myself a single woman,,,no I meant another woman there alone with a date.

Feedback on this interaction,,,I dont know if I care if this added to the mess our M is already in,,,but I guess I do since I ask for feedback