Mozza (2)

[Mozza]

Argh. I know you guys think I make too big a deal of the Halloween plans with the sexy cop costume and drinking games. But I can't get it out of my mind. I feel like I'm just before something irreparable is about to be done, with the vague hope of stopping it. But. I. Can't. Do. A. Thing. About. It.

Last year, we went around town with a duck and a witch to collect candies (W never liked it) and now she's doing this. I hate everything that vindicates her decision to leave. She's already in her costume and must be laughing her @$$ off at the office. She must feel so pleased with her decision. What a fun thing she would have missed if she adhered to the "cute couple" model! Never go back! In the conversation last night, she told me she'll be helping her boss (5 years younger than her) to get some "action" because she really needs it (her diagnostic of why her boss is difficult these days).

I know, I know: I should focus on my own plans. I have the kids and we'll be with friends. We'll have our own kind of fun. There's something to look forward to and torturing myself with what I imagine will happen to her is not helping...