All those things are superficial. It's not what your W really wanted which was to feed her emotional needs. You can't be angry at her for things you didn't give. It doesn't matter that you didn't know. She gave you all the signs and you chose to ignore them.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
