Going Down Hill

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Again with this PMS [censored]. Now I angry. I know I was not the best husband. But thinking back I believe I maybe did the best that I knew how. Is there things on reflection that I would change. Absolutly. But I never knew how to deal some things. W would cry and be sad about once a month(history of depression). I always wanted to be alone with my thoughts when things were tough so I thought she did. Next day she would seem better. I thought leaving her alone worked, but obviously did not. I never did cheat on her, even though I got sex 1-2 times a year. Work lots but I rushed home as fast as I could to help her out. Helped around the house, folded laundry, cleaned out dishwasher, cleaned up. Did not gamble all our money away, was not a druggy or an alcoholic. I thought I was a good dad (she thinks I was too). Made good money and bought her what she wanted/needed. All this and it still was not good enough for her. Shes giving up and she is going to hurt our kids. I am so angry at her right now.