Thanks for stopping by, Mighty, daring, Bright, and Nitty.
I've been having great days at work. Overall, my life is great.
A little nervous about the changes in my household as S17 leaves. I will sure miss him.
Xh #1 being here should be fine. He has been very nice to me. It matters not, other than it's better than what we used to get. I will not spend time with him. I told the kids they are welcome to have Sunday with him.
I got a text from H today, letting me know his S21 just got that job starting at $18 per hour, and $25 after 6 mos. I responded that was fantastical, and he must be very proud. And I said thank you for telling me. He sent back you're welcome.
Again, I compare this to what I was like when I left my 1st h. I never would have shared news like that with him. Not even with his own kids. It was up to him to ask those questions... Yet, my H wants to share happy news with me about the person he claimed I hated. Perfect sense.
I'm still in a good place. Going out tomorrow with the same families from my D13 school and having fun halloween get together at the same house as before. I'm looking forward to it.
I know my h is an a$$hat. I can't even be mad anymore about the recent thing. I feel bad that he hasn't figured it out yet. I miss his humor and his friendship. Everything tells me that his mindset is far far far from being through this crisis. I'm still moving forward and focused on me and the kids. My job has a lot of opportunity. I can't wait to learn more.
Mood I'd a bit "meh" tonight.... Not down. Just low energy. I feel I'm so far behind on everyone.
Thank you all for the support, and for continuing to follow my sitch.
