My IC told me I was very disciplined today because of the way I am handling this situation. It was interesting to me because I've never thought of myself as disciplined!
This is just the strangest situation to me. On the outside everything seems normal. Hell, even on the inside...except we lack intimacy, which I am soooo missing now, I just would love a hug.
He is still avoiding any physical touch at all....which kills me, but realistically I know I'm just being impatient and/or he may never give that to me again.
The first couple of weeks he was home I think he drew a line, he came in our room and I was changing so he retreated very quickly, last night he came into the bathroom while I was showering...I know that may sound strange but I feel like that was progress.
I really am trying not to read into everything he says or does but still finding that extremely difficult. He uses you/your me/mine quite a bit which irritates me and I know it shouldn't.
Here's hoping for a good weekend! Baby steps and patience.
Me-44 (45) H- 50 (51) M-'96
S-18(20)D-15(17)D-12(14)
BD Feb 2014 (he works overseas) home Oct(sep rooms) (EAs possible Pa's unconfirmed) insists wants D through July 2015 no more talk of D since
