PMA is starting to falter a little. It's going to be a tough weekend. W coming over tomorrow for Halloween with the kids. Saturday is our Anniversary and Sunday we have a B-day party for D.

I'm not sure what to do about the party. She planned it all without me, a part of me wants to see if she needs anything for it, but I think I just need to keep my distance right now.

Our conversations the other week are still wearing on me. It seemed like we were connecting about the R and her discussing her feelings but I look back and it was all in response to me asking questions. Then the next day, it was like it never happened and she was back to being convinced she wants out. It's almost like she has no one to confide in other than me. I wonder if it's just cake eating. IDK.

M:36 W:37
T: 15 M:11
S6 D5
BD: 8/10/14
IDLY: 8/12/14
S: 8/13/14 (she left, I stayed w/ kids)
D Mentioned: 10/15/14
Confronted about OM: 10/15/14
EA: ~4/13 PA: ~10/13
She filed: 8/15 (not final)