How to start rebuilding? - 2

[Hoju]

Why? Well simply we are both young attractive people with no kids. Once the D is done it's actually harder for us to get back together then to just meet someone new. For her to even face friends and family at this point would be tough, after seperation is done forget about it.

I do lots for me and I've been much healthier in my activities, I love the new (revived) me. I've been really depressed for well over a year and didn't even realize it. I was escaping waiting for time to pass hoping and praying the IVF treatments would work so I could stop blaming myself. I just wish it didn't take losing the love of my life to wake me up.

Now I feel totally helpless in my sitch