Newcomer Living in Hell 2

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its more a reminder of the person i need to be to those around me that care about me. but i know that she is not responsible for my happiness-i am. i would like to be able to, someday, share that with her as she is really hurting beacuase of my actions and her own choices. but that is what she has to deal with-not me. she decided a long time ago that she could make me happy and by making me happy, she would find self-worth. but she couldn't, and here we are.