definite bad nite with the W. i asked her bout the Christmas list and putting things together here for the kids. she said she was gonna make it a girls nite and do it at a friends house cause that's what she "usually does". um, you've been here for 1 Christmas. i said ok if that's what you want to do. i just usually put the things together. she was pissed at that cause in her mind i never did it. i told her i didn't always do all of it and i certainly didn't want to minimize what she did. she tried to suck me into to naming the things i put together. i told her i dind't make notes but i understood where she was coming from. she was very short at there car and didn't offer a hug. i told her i was sorry i upset her and she said she would get over it by tomorrow. she kinda glared at me and said she hopes i have a good shift tomorrow night. kinda tipping her hand that she has no interest in contact tomorrow. kinda knocked the wind out of my sails.
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I wish I could love you and make you believe it 'Cause that's all you ever wanted From me