I might have missed it but did you read the DB/DR books?
There are many things that you seem to be just realizing but are detailed in the books.
"YES! Today, I realized that she has a problem with reality more than with me. '
To a degree, but I've noticed in your posts you've been slowly switching from you taking responsibility to it being more of her own issue. I mean she said that you were critical of her. What were some examples? Did you always have anger issues? You must be seeing a C for something.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
