Digesting the “Journey from Abandonment to Healing” might be helpful if you haven’t already done so. I read it through once and have since begun to slowly consume it. I am finding it personally helpful. It has given me insight to some of the behaviors X exhibited and how I contributed to them during our marriage.
BITS Me 55, ACK, when did that happen? Doesn't feel like 55 D 30 S 27
You create your own universe as you go along - Winston Churchill