I really have a history of entering "dying" industries!
No better time than the present to change this pattern. I know you can do it!
As for the song that W posted……..
I would begin to start really training yourself to NOT look into or give these things any (emphasis on ANY) space in your mind. Do so, will just be a waste of time and energy.
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans