And, I was really thinking about my original post. I feel that I used the wrong word. Rather than saying that I have an astronomical of, "anger".....I think that word should be replaced with "hurt". I am not really angry, just hurt.
Hey SP, I've followed (maybe hounded ) you from the beginning and I think you seem better. Not as angry, a little more open, less victim-y. I think you're working through this but not giving and inch before you have to.
I'm so surprised by your saying you're artistic! It doesn't fit the picture I have in my head so see how misguided we can be without really knowing the whole person. Deal with that anger in your art.
I'm sorry to hear of your Mother's death, I know she was very important to you.
Me 57/H 58 M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13
Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do. I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering. Caroline Myss