I understand. I haven't followed your sitch long enough to know some of the older history.
I know that would speak volumes to me.
Keep at it. Your brutal honesty with yourself is invaluable.
Me 47 - W 35 M 9 - T 10 2 Daughters - 7 & 9 Discovery of EA- 8/4/14 S - 8/5/15 D mentioned - 9/11/14 R & Piecing - 3/17/15 Regard one another as more important than yourselves. - Philippians 2:3