Yey me! I am so happy to see you guys are with me on this!! I had to STEP AWAY to compose myself and not allow it to drag me down.

Thank you Brook, Matt, kml, bea!!!! Whew! I love your posts to me- they made me proud of myself!! Matt, yup, same ol' story!

uR- That was funny! I see how you did that!!

And I picked up some new friends! BRNR- sorry you have to deal with the same junk. Yuck!
Jack- what a pleasant surprise! Did I intrigue you with my bull-headed thoughts on tad's thread? (ha! I know... nothing too exciting) So glad you stopped by!

Thanks guys! You are such and amazing help and support. I find comfort and strength knowing you are here.