Been in a really dark place last couple days. Having troubles feeling good about this situation at all. Talk to coach, therapist, keep working out and trying to GAL. But still feel like im going downhill. Not looking forward to mediation. Not looking forward to W or me moving out, less time with kids. Not looking forward to Christmas being by myself. This [censored]


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