still holding on - 4

[PeterV2]

U-turn, if you've already told her you forgive her and said you want to start over, then I'd just let it rest. Constantly repeating yourself is pursuing. It will take time. Months. While you're waiting for the baby steps of change in her, keep up the changes in you and keep on improving yourself. Be a happy, fun-to-be-with, person. I know that's totally opposite to how you feel, but that's what the 180 is all about.