Riding the rollercoaster

[dawgy]

Thanks Pete . Again you have given me a boost and give me some hope . Its been a rough patch for sure . Today is her birthday and I dont know what to do . I took her car on friday and had it undercoated , oil changed, tires rotated readied for winter . That was her birthday present . I wanted sooo much to get her roses and something personal and make love to her just like every year before this . Im so heartbroken that it s not going to happen like that again . I think the only reason she is still living under our roof is that she doesnt want the boys to know whats been going on .I cant figure out any other reason why . I need some guidance on how to proceed with the birthday . Dawgy