CMS,
I've had the who knows what the future holds comment minutes before I dropped W at her MILs.
Leaves us both in a state of limbo but got to be better than there being no hope .
Just need to keep doing what you are and just keep hoping .
I've had only 2 texts in over 2 months . Wish there was more but I don't text or contact or even see my W .thats what she wanted when she left said it would allow her to see if she missed me . I do wonder if it was her own way of shutting down all her emotions for me by having no contact with me .

So you just keep being friends because that still gives hope to you .


Me 40
W 37
Together 22 years
S18
D12
WaW 12/08/14 after affair exposed , suspected for several months
W returned home for 2 weeks to see if can handle family life
After the 2 weeks she has left .