I do feel like a sissie at times, I don't feel brave and worst of all at times I really hate being in my head!
Last weeks pitty party a prime example, why me why can't I behave as pathetic as every one else kicks dirt [censored] thumb. Why can't I be considered first, why aren't my feelings and stuff first for another human of any sort!
I'm over it now and nurse who works with me said it can be a side effect of my contraception! Oh goodie and other issue caused by h! Today tho back to normal cracking jokes and laughing genuinely with customers.
M 46 h54 Both married before T 11y Bd 2/14 I must see where ow leads! Ms 18 hs 26