For sure, I did not mess it up, but I understand what you mean. She does not want Me to talk about it. Yes actions only is the goal. It was indeed terrifying, my heart was thumping the entire time.
Also - not jumping to conclusions, my sister had talked to W tonight and my sister says that W told her "I wish we could have handled this better, like adults instead of the protective order. I wanted to call him a lot of times but did not know where his emotional state was, and because of the court order." My sister says when my W told her this, she sounded upset.
I am not reading this or going to worry about it. I am just thinking that If I live by the rules and do the right things - because I have to for me - I can have a better smile for some hope.
