I guess I kind of feel defeated. On one hand I'm emotionally drained and on the other hand I'm still angry that someone that I felt so deeply for could basically axe me out of his life without too much issue. It's sort of a "Seriously?! SERIOUSLY!?" sort of a thing. LOL
I've got plans to go out this evening and I'm going to try to stop ruminating on it. There's no point to this train of thought it only makes me miserable.
How do the vets balance "no one can predict the future" with "forget about what the WAS is doing, and put them totally out of your mind"?
ME: 38 BF: 40 T: 10y, no kids, no M (by choice) BD: 7/14/14, BF admits to PA, wants out, lies about new R. 10/1/14: I move out, BF lies about move in with OW 12/4/14: OW confronted, reveals all the lies
