No I am not well at all . Im physically and mentally sick dealing with this BS in my life . Every time i look at my wife i hurt deeply inside . Lord I just want to hold her again .I ache for her and cry for her everyday . I was doing well for awhile but have come to a point where Im mired in anguish , yearning for my sweet woman to be back again . But shes gone , and doesnt look like shes coming back anytime soon , if ever . Trying to cope with everyday life and remain hopeful is draining beyond belief . If it wasnt for our boys I would cut her loose . Let her spread her wings and search for what she thinks she really wants .
Me 45 W 45 Son 16 Son 14 Married 23 together 27 W threatened sep several times W still at home A discovered Mar 17 2014 A ended DEC 2 ( skeptical )
