EA then PA with her ex

[Anaru]

...and got back home and let my emotion get the better of me when I found that, again, she just was having a good time with OM this past weekend and did not have "the talk" to stop the affair.
My 180 was to get angry and put my foot down and restate if she does not stop then she can go.
all the time thinking to myself stop and walk away. Which I finally did
I just don;t know how you stay dark trying to sit on all of this pain and just keep taking it all on the chin